Dream of a Dead Man

For my stepfather who passed away in 2004..

1. Bitter tears I swallow.
Hatred comes tomrrow.
Falling leaves fall like a gentle rain,
Tears falling from my eyes again.

2. Bullet peirces throught my heart.
Pain and agony come to a rushing start.
Bullet shot my heart into flames.
Maybe my tears can stop the pain.

3. Hating all what I have done.
Always starting things I've alright begun.
Gasping for oxygen, but no air to breath,
Now here I lay - In my coffin sheeth.

4. Dying eyes and decaying teeth,
I wishing that you would never leave.
Now I rot as I take this life, alone.
I say my goodbyes, then hang up the phone.

5.Not aware of my weak choices,
I can now hear your mourning voices.
For my God, I have disobyed,
My life, my soul, and my family I've betrayed.

6. Help me, Oh...I'm falling so fast.
I have been finally laid to rest at last.
Help this choice show my son,
To grow up and be someone.

7. Selfish of a man am I to inflict upon you, pain.
My son, I love you, and you are not to blame.
Woe is me to hurt you inside and out,
But that is what my life is all about.

8. I'm sorry my son, I call again,
I hope you have the heart to forgive me, again.
I'm a sinner and so are you,
You God is there, he can pull you through.

9. So when you wake up from this dreadful dream.
I want you to know this world isn't what it seems.
Your ok, and you'll be alright,
I love you son, Goodbye and Goodnight.

10. May angels protect you where ever you may go.
I wish I could have shown you how much I love(d) you so.
I have made wrong choices in this life.
I hope you forgive me and bury the knife.

11. My presence is fading and fading fast,
I just hope you can forget about the past.
I know it's quite a hard thing to do,
If not, these dreams will surround and keep haunting you.

12. Sleep my son, sleep well in your bed.
Let these bad visions exhaust from your head.
Your breathing is important, you must know,
How much - son, I love you so.

13. So, I fade now and dwell where I may,
I hope listened to all I've had to say.
Goodbye once again to you,
My son, I know the things you'll do.

14. So, goodbye son,
If I don't hear from you soon,
Rejoice in heaven.
This place is evil I tell you.


15. In a burning pit I do lurk.
I hope you can make this life work.
Goodbye my son, Adiu Adiu,
Goodbye my son, I love and miss you.