Reflect

Another early writing.

V1.  Why do I try to get outta my head, when your always on my mind?   Why do I have to keep on searching for something I'll never find?  How can I get over myself when I'm lonely all the time?  I guess that's just what I get when I'm fallin' behind. V2.  How come I open my eyes, when I wanna fall asleep?  My life is so jumpled up it just seems like one big heap.  It seems like I'm sliding down this spiral & it's pretty steep.  Out of all my memories there is few that I keep. V3.  I've gotta get out of here, so I'mma pack my things.  It's gonna be different now, & joy I hope it will bring.  Even though moving on is still gonna leave a sting.  But when I look back on this, I'm just gonna smile and this song I'll sing.