One Knee

Memories

A black heart is all my right hand could feel on my chest then. Grown cold to the taste of compassion. Remorse try's to settle in but is lost in the blackness of my soul. You begged, I turned my head. You cried, I closed my eyes and wiped your tears with my excuses. You had enough, I didn't believe you. Now your gone...

I need you now, why now
Why to late, you can't hear me
Can't feel me, can't see me
Why now, oh God why now

That blackened heart is so pure now
The pain is still here, and oh God I feel it
Ill make it up to you, this is my vow
These tears fall hard and drown me in regret

I can still feel your soul
Behind the scent of an angel
Is the heart of a goddess
Who only wanted to be loved by a devil

That was not me I swear
I lost my myself somewhere
Between the black and white walls of love
I stayed there lifeless
Careless, selfish and heartless
Thinking it was my own cross to bear

I'm sorry, forgive me
Love me please
But you can't feel me now
So ill never have the chance to get on one knee

Author's Note

Still getting adjusted to writing so please review!