Summer RainsA Story by Benedict MdluliThe feeling of love.I have this intense arousing enthusiasm tenacious feeling, I tried to my
best to describe it but with all the mental
exertion I
still find no words to exemplify it. I think it’s the summer rains they come
once to renew and shower our hearts and I liken them to a certain lady. Time
elapses whilst I’m in thought trying to elucidate what this can really be that
I’m feeling, strenuously and fruitlessness I end at the same conclusion I made
yesterday. I dream I see visions; I have been waiting for a long time for such a
beautiful soul such amazement that leaves one puzzled and marveling. Where did
you come from princess I would like to know you are creation I cannot chronicle
in anyhow. I fail to fathom why out all the beauty creations I have seen and liaised
with you seem to be upright and outstanding. I have traveled in my mind to
places I have never been to, I see beyond my imaginations reaching beyond my
limit, you are the reason of my existence that’s what I want to believe. The beauty in you is of no mystery, your heart is beautiful, your
kindness, the caring, it is strange to live your whole life not caring then such
an astounding notable person comes along and all of a sudden you feel like you
deserve another chance to live and live happily. The passion towards you is not
tainted it’s strong as an obsession however it is controllable it is just not an easily dispelled feeling of love. My
heart is of stone but your eminence shows no care it penetrates through the
built walls of Jericho. My heart has been encompassed by hatred and blame
pointing of fingers and sadness your smile though has extinguished it all, you
smile broadly the world shows me there is a tomorrow and I’m willing to feel
your love and your touch to give me more life. Whenever I’m with you I wish it doesn't end but time is always a constraint, I’m always lively but around you I’m
alive. I
give what I can and I get what I need, I side-line my wants but what I need is
love, I want summer in my life no other season for the reason that you are the
one I deem fit and keen to have, I have felt first love but I want to feel true
love, I feel it is real and my dreams are not any better than reality. I want
to hold your hand and together be crazy as we could, I vision us laugh to the stupid
things we have done and funny things we have seen, dance to the music whilst we
still can, be greater friends and grow together till we old and senile. I
believe love is patient it is not jealous it motivates and builds that’s the
kind of love I dream of well it is a dream but the more positive we speak upon ourselves is more positive results we get, that is why I’m never considering negativity. Let us hold onto that love and peace
so that we can all have our piece were we shall be crazy laugh out loud till
teardrops drop with tears of joy gaze at each other, kiss and walk down the
empty road as if we were born to blaze and for greatness. I
want the sun to set looking at it see how beautiful it is then I’ll whisper it
looks calm and beautiful as you are, tease you if I have to get you embarrassed
a bit, or smiling or blushing all in the name of love. Wake up in the morning
feel you next to me the birds singing sweet songs and with our voices in a
sweet melody sing along. The
description I have of you is limited to what I know and all I know is enough to
make a conclusion that you are a lady I have met but never seen, in the sense
that you beautiful as many but distinguishable as a precious stone and you have
become that special and precious to my heart. It was never your beauty that has
kept me attached to you this far but your astonishing personality it has turned
anything about you beautiful in my eyes. Stranger
in my life, stranger in my eyes but not to my heart enemy to my mind because
you all I think of should you get to hear the words I love you from me look me
in the eyes because the mouth is limited to what it can utter not what has been
transmitted to it, feel my heart with yours if you can to feel the warmth of
the words because a message normal loses
its significance when transmitted through many channels therefore my heart is
the perfect place and yours where mine longs to be. You
are my summer rain you raise the already forgotten in me renew my strength your
voice is like summer breeze in my ears, your smile a unique code of unlocking
my heart your personality your ticket to making me feel this way, when I come
to my senses I’ll say it all, look me in the eyes deduce your own information
from what I’m saying, lady you astonish my fears. I pray my feeling will be met
me and we be together for life and I believe you will always be the only beautiful
girl in my eyes and blessing me with the summer rains. © 2014 Benedict MdluliAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on June 20, 2014 Last Updated on June 20, 2014 AuthorBenedict MdluliJohannesburg, Christian, South AfricaAboutVery calm, benevolent, kind, marvelous & Godfearing & God loving, I'm an accountant & praying to be a Chattered Accountant. more..Writing
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