Should I Give Up?

As I fall to the ground,
with disgrace,
I broke into tears,
as I saw your face.

You've kicked my guts,
You've kicked my soul,
You're kicked my heart,
But I knew what it was for.

I needed to run away,
run away from this place,
run away to a fantasy,
Where I know it is safe.

But my friends tell me,
never to give up.
I rethought that,
but I still had a sence of doubt.

Why couldn't I give up?
You left me to rot,
You left without a trace,
It's left nothing but sought.

One of my friends,
about sixteen,
Told me not to give up,
even though I was a fiend.

I remember what they had said,
Has whathisface given up on Mount Everest?
I read that over,
Did giving up really mean the best?

But I'm still giving up,
no matter what anyone says,
I know what's best for me,
So I am messed.

I should probably stop,
It's making it worse,
The deep wound inside of me,
can't be fixed by a nurse.

It kills me to say,
but I know you'll be estatic to hear,
that I'll go kill myself,
And I'm not in fear.

Author's Note

This IS my work. I'm just a lazy butt to re-type my work from the past. I just copied and pasted it from MY dA account: http://www.mellyburstofbayum.deviantart.com