I'm Waiting

Honestly, I'm kind of still feel guilty for the past five years...

I'm waiting.

  I'm waiting.

    I'm still waiting.

Do you know what I'm waiting for?
Do you know what I was impacting for?
You probably want to know more,
But I'm trying to get out the door.

I'm waiting.

  I'm waiting.

    I'm still waiting.

I'm wating for you,
to shove me.
Slap me.
Until I find my sence back.

I'm waiting,

  I'm waiting,

    I'm still waiting.

I'm waiting for you to swivel me,
I'm waiting for the scream,
I'm waiting for the slap,
I'm wating for my impact.

I'm waiting,

  I'm waiting,

    I'm still waiting.

I'm waiting for that restraining order,
I'm waiting for the court results.
I'm waiting for jail.
I'm waiting for death.

I'm waiting,

  I'm waiting,

    I'm still waiting.

I'm waiting for you to slap the sence in me,
I'm waiting for you to scream the sence into me.
I'm waiting for people to stare at the fight,
I'm waiting for myself to make it right.

I'm waiting,

  I'm waiting,

    I'm still waiting.

I'm waiting for that answer,
I'm waiting for the results,
I'm waiting for your wish,
I'm waiting for your wish.

I'm waiting,

  I'm waiting,

    I'm still waiting.

I'm waiting for you to leave me,
I'm waiting for myself to crack,
I'm waiting for you to stab,
I'm waiting for you to grab.

I'm waiting,

  I'm waiting,

    I'm still waiting.

I'm waiting for you to choke me,
I'm waiting for you to murder for me,
I'm waiting for my tears to come,
I'm waiting for my death to arrive.

I'm waiting,

  I'm waiting,

    I'm still waiting.

I'm waiting to hear your comments,
I'm waiting to hear your threats,
I'm waiting to hear your curses on me,
I'm waiting to hear your soul fly free.

I'm waiting,

  I'm waiting,

    I'm still waiting.

I'll tell you what I'm waiting for.
I'll tell you the truth.
I'll set myself away,
I'll give myself a day.

I loved you.
I hated you.
I missed you.
I despised you.
I waited for you.
I faded without you.
I did something wrong to you.
I'm waiting for that threat.
So come over here,
and give yourself a treat.

Author's Note

This IS my work. I'm just a lazy butt to type out old stuff. I just copied and paste it from MY dA account
http://www.mellyBURSTOFbayum.deviantart.com