SubmergedA Poem by 78%H2OEarly February in the Shenandoah Mountains....
I am caught off guard
I remembered most of the things from last time I was here like how to breathe without stopping, how to live forever, and the proper way to eat citrus (as many as possible as fast as you can) but what I forgot about was the fog what really makes this place is the fog so thick tonight that I can stand at the edge of the road and not even see into the neighbors' yard. I take off my hat. As I walk through this new playground outdoor lights from houses dance like illustrious rockcandy jellyfish and I expect at any moment to be greeted by a cosmic purple giant squid in a tuxedo He doesn't show, so I walk on conspicuously alone in this white abyss where the snow on the ground merges immaculately with this heavy cloud that has devoured my world, so that everything is .White. Pure white, Blank white, Office cubicle, blaring, rat out your brains white. White. except the things that aren't - Line of cedar trees as I start to ascend the hill blazingly inky fires of coral burning silently here underwater (everything is silent except for the things I cannot see) Past them, some more tree silhouettes transform into giant seaweed undulating like hungry yogis stretching perilously upward toward the unreachable sky they are immersed in. I'm going up the hill, planning my summer and somewhere between retiring to California, and never, Ever paying rent I encounter this towering creature long, fuselagenous body, fins branching out sparsely I can almost see the knots blinking at me, and I think has anyone else ever realised these giant creatures must be related to whales. Then I realise that for once reality is distracting me from my thoughts instead of vice versa This is how I want to live submerged life happening all around me instead of skipping across consciousness surface-tension, faith, assumption. I want to be part of it. Then I reach the top where the view is always breathtaking much less this time, I could swear I've actually walked all the way up, into the clouds. Pure white. White. White. White. all around, so that maybe I've reached the hazy edge of the thought-bubble that my dream world is contained in except the lone, wispy evergreen looks so convincingly astonishingly like a giant crack that I debate about walking through it. Stand, staring in utter awe where the fabric of existence itself has been fractured like the ice beneath my feet Surrounded by drips gurgles, chirps, clicks could be the rain and the snow, or the hundreds of denizens of this world just outside my tiny field of vision I start to step out, but then who would feed the dogs? © 2011 78%H2O |
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Added on April 17, 2011 Last Updated on April 17, 2011 Author78%H2OMOAboutI have tasted the faery fungus and haven't stopped vomitting words like runes ever since. My brain makes me sick to my stomach, and while senses can be deceitful, pleasures never fail. Which is sayi.. more..Writing
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