WAR

The war we fight against ourselves

My dull and lifeless eyes saw the world passing by

The laughing of children, the love in their eyes

I smile and laugh, that's my disguise 

In my mind the smile fades and I silenlty cry

All the emotions, the anger and pain

Feeling numb or emotional, it's all the same

My lips form a smile that doesn't reach my eyes

It's a constant battle between two sides

My mask is in place and working just fine

Reality and fantasy there is but a thin line

My mind says I'm happy, my heart disagrees

They constantly fight like war ready bees

A slap and a kick, a stab and a shot

My shattering thoughts are all that i've got