A Peculiar Love

This is a sad love story.

We had a peculiar love for each other.

I do not think I shall ever find this love again.

We had the closest relationship.

You were an obedient lady,

But I did not take advantage of your compliancy.

 

You let me do anything that pleased me.

I could play in your long hair,

And I could sleep in your bed.

You allowed me to caress your legs.

I could hug you like a child,

And I could kiss you any time I wanted.

 

We ate and drank together,

Yet I felt that I did not actually have you.

I wanted you to be my wife,

But I knew it was not going to work.

This is what I was worried about,

And I made the worst decision of my life.

 

You felt that things were okay,

And you were puzzled that I was not satisfied.

You did not mind loving me in secrecy,

But I wanted more than that.

I could not continue to wait indefinitely,

So I decided to back away.

 

My impatience led to our breakup.

You took it the wrong way,

And when I called you hung up the phone.

My feelings for you did not end there.

Darling, I wish you had seen that.

 

Even though I partially had you,

I felt much better at that time than now.

Our love was so peculiar;

Even now I cannot understand it.

The important thing is that I still love you,

And you have a reason to believe me.

Author's Note

I hope you can't handle this one.