Finally

You can't see that I'm hurting?
So my tears mean nothing anymore.?
Like I know I caused you pain but do you think that was on purpose?
Is she worth it?
Because I see that my pain is what you no longer notice.

Because I hurt you right?
You feel as though while you was locked away, I was just living life right?
But again that's me playing victim.
Because I know I hurt you, and as time continued, I forgot about you.
Because I met him.

Mann He tried to beat yo name out my memories because he knew how much you meant to me.

So Yea I left!
But I didn't understand how much I loved you until I forgot about you.
You came home, that's when I thought about you.
It's not that I still loved you, but I have entitlement issues.

Fast forward to two relationships after you, I met the man that gave me everything. My king
I lied to you
Made you think that I was unhappy.

I just needed your forgiveness.
You're not new to this, you're not clueless.
But Baby I'm full of sin!
And You was my best friend and I became your weakness!

I didn't want you!
I just wanted you to never forget me and to always love me because that was my last memory of you.

Now you've moved on!
And sorry I need to laugh!
You're putting her first, when I already made you last!

I damaged you!
And karma damaged me!
I needed your forgiveness because I hate feeling guilty!
Now ain't that some tea.

Live life love and never remember me.
I was just you're best friend then I hurt you and now you're my enemy.

But I'm not evil, I just pretend to be.

Author's Note

Don't judge me I'm venting

Reviews

[Serendipity Planet]

Good poem , no judgment
It's good to let those emotions out