W***e,

Simple, To stop loving someone you loved so much ISN'T Impossible.

So just because I DON'T love you now.
DOESN'T mean I didn't love you before.
Sure my heart misses you.
But it doesn't need you anymore.
Not now, ever or in any form.
I mean you can try to change but whats the point.
Things that can't be taken back were said that night.
I hate you.
Cold words to a cold heart won't hurt it right?
At least that's what I've been told, Twice.
Would say three times but the third time was a lie.
But Everyone lies, Its alright only if you paint it white.
Like, My mom said to stay strong & never give up on s**t.
Kinda hard to take that advice from a woman that wants to call it quits.
But I couldn't blame her.
My dads a jerk.
Outta work.
and has the nerve to say that I'll never accomplish a thing in my life.
Encouraging word from a father right?
Maybe that's why My self esteem sank so low since I was Five.
Maybe that's why I needed you all the time.
To remind me that I mattered to someone & not just a waste of life.
& Everything always goes back to you.
The things I say & the stuff I do.
Writing about you makes me miss you so damn much.
but do I still love you?
Is it enough to
Go to your door & cry saying that I love you?
No.
Your not worth that much to me anymore.
Not now, ever, or in any form.
W***e.

~ Reptar