Poh Eh Tree.

I really missed her the night I wrote this. Like, A L O T.

So the fact that I'm here sulking in imaginary tears means I'm a b***h, right?

Wasting night time worrying about her. Me & her. Him & her.

The fact that things would've been different if a certain event didn't happen.

She owns the damn boat, but I guess he's the captain.

& Jealousy is my captain.

& its a b***h with a wand. A Witch with a want.

It controls me & uses me to get what It wants.

But is it also what I want?

or is it manipulating & making me believe that its wants are my needs.

S**t, I'm just a weird kid with fucked up needs.

I'm an awkward dude with fucked up knees.

Broken at age 12.

Mom didn't trip, she said its my fault that I fell.

But she couldn't tell.

She was too busy being depressed in her room & not feeling too well.

Now back to the girl I'm staying up late writing poetry about.

I bet she can hear my heart beating out loud.

I Rather have her hear that, than hear the girl that I'm with.

I wanted her to be the first to feel that I loved her.

But I guess the girl on 43rd felt the lies that I shoved her

She felt all over on how I was feeling right there.

& at the time I felt Like a dick.

Witty huh?

S**t got awkward after so I left but on the way out I tripped on a brick.

Insisted I stay a while, My ankle was sprained.

"Are you really gonna walk a mile in this God damn Rain!?"

We watched the shows that gets adult rated after 1:10.

Awkward feeling was gone, So we were at it again.

Damn, Haven't talked to her since then.

We prob still would be.

If she didn't flip about a Female Best friend.

You know the one I'm writing cheesy poetry about all over again.

The one I worry if She'll ever love me again.

The one I wonder if we'll ever be best friends again.

 

~ Reptar.

Reviews

[Dove]

nice, i like it