The looking Stops

 

 

My heart died

tears are left to reside

inside of me

 

I'm not the girl 

I used to be

 

I live in a world

 all of my own

at night I cry

 

I feel so alone

 

Girlfriends gone

seperate ways

seem's there is nothing

 to do or say

 

Lost in confusion

about to explode

 

I need a new way of thnking

to get out of this mode

 

I dated a few men

after my marriage

 

Looking for Prince's

who ride in a red carriage

 

I feel like my heart

has torn it's self

in two

 

 

It's so damn hard

looking for you

 

Today

the looking stops

 

I will not look

not trust

not open up

 

To reviel

my true identiy

is only for me

 

You could had been

part

of my reality

 

~Mriposa Una Lila~

 

Author's Note

excuse any grammer or spelling errors...im not perfect...