I have to do this

Maria's prolouge

I have been thinking about this for a long time. I am no longer happy. I found out that my boyfriend Gabe was cheating on me. A few days later, I found out that I was pregnant. I had no one to take care of me. The only person who acually cared was Kihara. I finally decided, I would rid of myself.

    A few days before I wrote a note and handed it to Khira. I told her to open it when she got home and then burn it right afterwords. I knew she wouldn't burn it, but I had to try. I told her to wait so she wouldn't talk me out of it. I have to do this.

     Then it came the day. It was a cold winter day, and I walk out in my sweater and have a Janabel bag. It has the supplies. I walk to an abandoned park. The baby starts to kick, and then I start to cry. The reality finally hit me. I am not killing one person. I am killing two people.

      I can't back out now. I have to do this. I'm in a park, abandoned of course.

     I draw out the bag. Inside contains a knife, pills, and liquor. I first cut up the pills, so it will be harder to detect on the autopsy report, but still take full affect. Then I down some liquor, making sure the baby is dead.

     I pull out the knife and make the first slice, on my wrist, just missing the vein. I write a message in the first snow. The message was help me. After the message was wrtten, I slice both of my wrists, and then I stab myself in the stomach.

     "I'm sorry Sophia." I mumble to myself, rubbing my stomach where the babe is.

 

     Then I feel nothing, then peace overwhelms me.

Reviews

[Skye]

Wow. The first two chapters are a little short, but still are written well. The description of the book makes me anxious to read more. When are you planning to update again? Wonderful, by the way, dark, but wonderful.