Floating

A Poem by Marinabeana

I’m dreaming, I swear
My racing thoughts
The alcohol I drank
It isn’t enough

Trembling limbs
And clammy skin
Are keeping me
From letting you in

Talking quickly
And then silent
I am breaking down
Don’t know where I went

Floating through the ceiling
Mind has left my body
Craving to feel anything else
My brain is rotting

Please see past this
Hyperventilating all day
This isn’t who I am
Pushing you away

Choking on the bile
Rising into my throat
Sabotaging my happiness
That’s all she wrote