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Maybe this time trying to breath and calm down wouldn't help. I could feel anger rising up in me like a fire. The flames consuming my heart and suddenly making it disappear into a pile of ashes. Maybe its for the best that it burnt up. Maybe it would make me numb, keep me safe from pain. The fire moves to my brain. A scream is building up in my lungs but i refuse to open my mouth. This time they wouldn't know i was suffering. Instead I grin from ear to ear. My hair changes from a light brown to a deep midnight black. The fire inside me shines through my eyes giving a soft glow to the darkness around me. There was no coming back from this.

This monster that had tasted my blood wanted more and it wouldn't stop until it finally had all of me. Every day it showed itself to me every time i looked into a mirror....now the monster and i were one in the same.