Thank you Best friend

I wouldn't be were I am today had it not been for my best friend. She saved my life

Before I met you I was stuck in a rut
Not knowing which route to take
I don't believe meeting you was just a stroke of luck
I would say it's more like fate
Without you I wouldn't have got this far
You showed me better ways to deal
Things I would never have done before
Things that would help me begin to heal
Even though I seem to always have setbacks
And revert back to my old ways
Because of you I know my life is not my past
No matter what my mind tries to say
I know it must be so hard being my friend
I know I'm not the easiest person to keep close
I can't express how much you are a godsend
You stick by me for reasons only you know
Sometimes I know I push you away
Not because I don't love you
I really want you to stay
But because you deserve
More than what I do
I don't want you to worry or feel like you have to look after me
I want for you to be able to lean on me too because that's what friendship is supposed to be.
I know that if you stick by me a little longer
And it could be a while
But I will get stronger
And il be able to make you smile

Thankyou for all you do
Thankyou for being you
Xxxx