I wish

Does it matter what you have done in the past?
Does it really matter?
Just because I didn't make the best choices,
Doesn't mean that is who I am now.
I have not done anything to stupid since I was 13.
I quit everything.
I gave up on everything too.
I gave up on my sister,
my friends,
my feelings.
I didn't want to do anything.
But I changed from that too.
I am different,
and I want you to see that.
I don't want you to see my by what I was in my past.
I want you to see who I am now.
I wish my past could be erased,
and I wish no one knew what I have done.
I wish my life could just start over,
but not from where it all begun.
I wish I could have happy stories,
From when I was little.
Instead of the sad stories,
That haunt my memories.
I wish you wouldn't assume,
That I still do those things from my past.
I wish you wouldn't assume,
Don't hesitate and just ask.
Ask me why,
I did those things.
Ask me if,
I am still doing those things.
I don't think that you understand me,
When I tell you what I have done in my past.
I wish you would,
But you don't.
And you may say that you do,
But if that is the case,
Why do you do the things you do?
Why do you treat me the way you do?
 

Reviews

[Eagle Cruagh]

Please ! The past is finished, it is done.
The future is unpredictable, so today is what
really matters.

Are you ok with your choices today ?
That is all there is just today. Tomorrow may never come.
Today is what we live, enjoy it. Enjoy today, this is your life.
Yesterday is history. All those old dead men from the past
are gone and all the old dead accusations and judgments are
gone as well----they are all dead. Just enjoy today.

Welcome to this bright new world.

----- Eagle Cruagh