Frustration

Written in June 07, pre-deletion day ..... I hope this is the right one!!!!

Frustration

 

I do not hate, I do not hurt, but sometimes I want to kill.

This feeling I despise, surely it’s not part of me, surely not?

 

I am not sad, I am not bitter, but still inside I hurt.

Why do I feel this way? I do not ask for this, I do not ask for him to haunt me.

 

My life has direction; my life has hope, but my heart it drags behind.

Damn my body, damn my mind, damn myself for weakness and damn him.

 

Ends.

 

 

Author's Note

Just bugger off.

Reviews

[Crazy Cat Man]

damn does your ex boyfriend still staulk you can call you? Maybe just buy a gun and just blow him away......... or get a restraining order.

[Susan M. Fenn]

Damn him, damn him, damn him. I damn him too.. for I know someone like him, those slippery b******s just won't go away, will they?
Take his name, and one black construction paper, with a black magic marker, write his full name upon it. Fold the paper are small as possible, and freeze it in an ice cube. With the intent that he is now frozen from your life. Then, take that ice cube, keep it frozen! To a river, and release him away from you.. have him taken down "the river" so to speak. Any moving body of water will work, as long as it does not lead back to you.
If that doesn't work, repeat with the paper, but burn it, and bury his ashes at a crossroads. *hugs you tight*
We are witches, we know how to fight. And we needn't stand still, watching life take advantage of us. Take control Manoosh! And know, my energy is here, if you need it.
xoxoxo
Susan