Something New

Just a poem

(TITLE) Something New

For now, I can see

I'm not blind

but love has a fee

assuming I can find

but just knowing me

and being kind

who is she

for that is in my mind

her beauty like a tree

when the sun, shined

filling her qi

fulfilling her last grind

I know my love is right

and my actions correct

while I fight the good fight

there is no defect

I try with all my might

only for my brain to reject

my feelings every night

now I must inspect

who it is I love

and why it is I do

for that idea, I shove

only to be true

I want you to show

me what all you know

this feels real 

something very cool

do you know how I feel

or am I a fool

why are you so far

a distance I made

can't get to you, even with a car

I hide behind my shade

you are my star

my heart, your blade

feelings, not a char

I'd dive on a nade

what is it you intend

something I might break

somewhat my end

drowning in the lake

my blade will rend

your vehicle a break

and I shall fend

off everything they make

I have no money to spend

I'm poor and small like a snake

that is my trend

so my arm, you'll rake

what shall I say

but later we may lay

Author's Note

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