Never

She never wants to say goodbye. She never wants to see him go. She never knew what felt like to love anyone until now... Theres so much she doesnt know...

I don't know what to do
I have never wanted
Something so damn bad before

I never thought it was possible
To love a man
So f*****g much

I never knew how hard
It would be
To be without you
Or anyone for that matter

There's just so much
I never really knew
Until now

Ever since I met you
I just haven't
Been me

I never knew
The feeling of love
Until you came along

And now that I have learned
What it is to love someone
I dont want to let them go

I never
Want you
To go

I never
Want to
Say goodbye

I would rather die
Then to see you
One last time
Just because you had to
Say goodbye

I could never live
A life of happiness
If you don't live it with me

I would live a world
Full of black and white
And nothing more

I just don't know what to do
And I wouldn't know what to do
If I didn't have you

Author's Note

I dont care about grammar and flow... I just need to vent some more. But what I need most is my man. The one I love most. But how can I when he isnt here, hes there. In another state. I cant help but want him! I love him! And he loves me! I hope you like it but if you dont I'm sorry...

Reviews

[Haifa]

So deep...

[MissWordSmith]

so honest...

[*Kantola*]

"If i had to choose between breathing and loving you, I'd use my last breath to say 'I love you.'" That sums this up perfectly! :)
AMAZING poem! I know this feeling oh too much: the feeling of wanting to be with someone so bad it hurts...
*hug* It's okay! You'll pull through :)
Great write!!! ZOMG!

I like it a lot...its painful

[Poetic Beauty]

this poem shows you true emotions and what you are thinking and feeling come through loud and clear.

[JenLyn]

This was a good write and I know how you feel, when my husband and I were still just boyfriend and girlfriend we had lived together for awhile but we decided the he should move to NY (he's from here) because he would make a lot more money here in his line of work, so I stayed in NC to tie up a lot of loosed ends with my family it was a lot of BS but anyway we were apart for about a year, we saw each other as much as we could but it was hell not being with him.

There's nothing wrong with venting through a poem, it was actually good. I agree with Elissa my favorite part is "Ever since I met you I just haven't been me" it is a little sad but on the other hand if you were in a difficult state before you met him it could be a good thing, that he helped change you for the better.

I hope you two are together soon because I know how much it hurts. Keep up the writing! :) Feel free to vent as much as you want and you can send me as many read requests as you want. :)

[Elissa; the genuine art..]

This is a great write!
Very free flowing.
"Ever since I met you
I just haven't
Been me"
That part is saddening in a sense.
Excellent write!

-Elissa :D

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

I thought this was a great write. It was cute. I hope that my love will be like that. Thanks for sharing. :)