Because Of You

Its all your fault. You broke my heart and left me there... How dare you go back on your word. Thanks for making me cry

I was laying there,
Broken hearted.

Tears falling from my eyes,
And mascara running down my pale face.

My pillow soaked,
From my running eyes.

My hair was a mess,
It was all tangled up in a knot.

I was layered in blankets,
For my body frozen up with fear,
And shock that you weren't here.

I laid there,
Unable to move,
Breath,
Or even speak.

My body shaking,
And trembling,
For your love.

I was hurting,
More than I ever had.

I have given you everthing,
My world,
Myself,
And my heart.

Oh, my poor heart,
Its all cut up,
And stabbing me inside.

The pain is unbearable,
And no matter how hard I try to ease my pain,
Nothing seems to work.

Why did you have to go,
And break my heart?

....I thought you loved me?

....I thought you care?

I believed you,
And every word you ever said.

I trusted you,
And gave you your word.

You promised me,
That this would never happen to me.

That you would always,
Love me.

But then why,
Do I lay here broken,
And hurting?

This is not my fault,
Oh no, not this time its not,
It's yours!

You broke your promise,
But most all you lied to me!

You left me here,
To die alone.

You made me cry,
All these hopeless tears.

You took my heart,
Loved it for a while,
And then when you got bored,
You threw it away!

I ask you this one question.
Why wait a year,
Before doing this to me?
.....

As much as I hate you,
I cant help but miss you.

You were my everything.
.....

But now...,
You cant be my mine,
And I can no longer love you.

So I lay here,
Unwanted,
Unloved,
Alone,
And crying....

Author's Note

I dont care about flow or grammar. I just needed to write. I am really hurting right now... I know its not one of my best pieces, and I know it probably doesnt make sense but I didnt know what else to do... If you dont think this is good and your rating is lower than 90% dont rate cause I am trying to raise my status. ....Thanks I guess

Reviews

[M. M. Lovar]

It does make sense. I loved it. I'm sorry you're hurting, and it does help a lot to write it out. ;)

[deeps]

I really enjoyed this write. I love the whole descriptions in this. You really poured out some wonderful feelings.

[Soul Magic✯]

you defintely poured your heart and soul into this piece. i hope time help heal... keep your head up. great ink

[Havatara]

Loved it, and except for punctuation it was perfect.

[Holly-Marie]

Really heart felt. It made me sad. We've all been there so it's something im sure we can all relate to. Very well written =)

[rockinmiley555]

ugh. sooooo many memories comes to mind when reading this... good and bad though. this is so... emotional. i litterally could hear myself yelling in my mind on some parts, haha :P this is very good.

suggestion though. on some of them your missing words, just go through and add them. it makes it a little confusing for a second when reading it.

[Tina Kline]

Your poem makes perfect sense. I know that awful feeling you're talking about. It hurts like hell but if hold on, the pain will start to go away, it will take a while and it will feel like it won't. But it will, you won't forget, but you can go on and keep living. Don't give up on yourself.

[smiley:)]

Oh my gosh, I feel very sad now. Boys are a disgrace to the human race. They play with your heart, hold it, control it, stab it, and cut it up.

OK it makes a ton of sense to me...u need anyting, lmk...this is really sad

[Jamie Taylor]

Awww :( It'll Be Okay. Trust Me. You Will Find Someone Who Deserves You And Then You Will Live Happily Together:D It Just Takes Some Time(: