BrokenA Poem by MakennaThey said it was better this way
That it didn't hurt They told me she was probably happy But what about my happiness? I was left alone, abandoned But nobody seemed to care Or even notice I force a smile every day Lie through my teeth when people ask me "How are you?" I say I am fine I go home and lock myself in my room Bury my face in a pillow And sob Until the pain dulls It never goes away I can always sense it in the back of my head She is always there I am so alone Unable to truly feel the emotions I portray Because to feel is to hurt And it is not worth the pain I close off Shut everything out, shut down I am a machine But my gears no longer run quite right I go through motions Incomplete, broken I smile, and people assume I am coping They don't realize it's all a lie I have been lying for so long Sometimes I forget myself Forget I am a broken machine Not fulfilling my purpose Simply existing Wishing I didn't © 2013 Makenna
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1 Review Added on November 27, 2013 Last Updated on November 27, 2013 AuthorMakennaAboutYou don't need to know, but if you really want to--I like to write. I get ideas sometimes, they might be brilliant or they might suck. I think language is a way to create. Bring someone to a new world.. more..Writing
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