Built up

Built up a wall to keep my heart from falling apart like humpy dumpy

Without the glue to put me back together I was more than broken

Like fragile china that was once worth millions now becomes worthless

Rushing to gather the my pride, my morning tears and my seducible lips

Before they become stitched together

Never able to accept the melting charm from a man

When lost and confession seems to be your only friend

It’s when evil seeps into your throat down your arms and numbs your toes

Half of the glass empties when the strength of his hands lacks affection

 Isn’t something missing beside those peering eyes that kissed on down the pain

 That turned the page on one knee to prove love is alive and not invisible

Now questions weep on the memory how it use to be

Dreams of possibility sharing worlds shatter

I have build up an unbreakable bond to keep my heartbeat from going off like a ticking time bomb

Without the red, white and yellow wires to hold me together I was more damaged

Like a battery that was once charged now drains

 It’s now too late to feel the impact of the blunt force

The ripping sound of my flesh being pulled off my bones

Numbness takes hold as he walks out the door

Without the medical attention to apply pressure

I’ll bleed out each and every drop of what love God shed for me

His words wheeled softly around my throat, loving me better, hurting me slowly

The passionate state of mind lights up the stage, clearing off his skin tone lies

I enter into a selfish man world, believing I could renew it

Put so much faith in us that I forced his heart to reconsider   

Truth is set up to imprison you

No doubt you’ll be in the shot light

But I didn’t like being built up

Just to be taken down by the lack of love that didn’t even exist   

Torn between the loneliness and calling you eats at my pride

Like humpy dumpy someone comes along and puts him back together

Although, with me seasons change and I’m still left in the rain

Like a washable marker, erase without a smudge…

Author's Note

Thanks everyone for reading!

Reviews

[larryb]

Sorry for all your despair at this time of your life but your a charming loving wonderful person and if this idiot didnt see inside you than discard and dont even think of begging for more of this persons time so he can hurt you more...you will find true love one day and it will be worth the wait trust me .....

[Yours Truly]

I like this. The last line is very good.

[ANNA]

This has nothing to do with my personal life... :) Just Something to give the readers to think about.