I love you

In my heart of all hearts, I say unto you

I love you.

 

Such simple words are they
Yet with more meaning than any other I shall ever say.

Thrilling, you once made me feel

Sunsets of meaning passed before my eyes

Moonlit nights, shown their rays upon my form

Then.. darkness..

 

So deep that blinded I became

Thrashing about, vines grasped within my thoughts

Holding tightfisted to all I posses

Releasing not a drop of sanity

Not an ounce for moment of rest.

 

My wondrous soul has for-passed all within
Now I am an open sore with no bandage;
to stop the flow of blood from seeping out.

I yearn for meaning to my pain
To answers only you can give
Like twine they hold bondage

My memories of you and I

To only set fire to all till they wither and die.

 

 

For my heart I gave, sent forth with trust

Yet you tossed aside

With not even a thought.

 

And I die.. Each second, each moment

For only emptiness stands instead

The vines that hold

Now gripping like steel.

To say I can go on

 

Oh such a lie
Falsity in itself for only my pride

To wander beneath myself
All unholy that is waiting for my mistakes.

 

Yet none I can make,  for they left along with my heart.

 

 

Nightfall has come upon me

I sit and stare

Yet you are not there.

 

Only the darkness reaches for me

To take hold once again

Of all I dream, of memories once shared.

 

Yet before it claims, I send forth my whisper

To hell with pride

For let me be the sinner. 

 

My darling...

 

I love you...

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Tate Morgan]

It holds the key to quality in bittersweetness and you know I love that

[Ladysue]

this was sad, but so moving and so beautifully expressed...nicely done...

[Robin]

this a heartsong eternal , emotional beauty in these words ~

[Patches I'm not so new..]

O this is heart rending this brings the tears this is how a rejected lover/friend feels Twinie you have done a surpurb job here this has torn intio my heart!

[OT]

ooo this is a very melancholic piece, the emotions jump and fall - the bitter memories of "was" and "used to" and now the only the darkness reaching back!! very nice!! as always! ha