Hello Lord, it's me
Once again I am here
Down on my knees
Head bent, tears softly falling.
Can you see?
Can you hear?
Thoughts muddled.. Too many
To even start..Which one?
I ask of one so smart
Which one do I bring forth?
Can you help me tell them apart?
Hands clasped.. I burn with passion I've never known
Questions of all are twirling..Like on a merry-go-round, I go
Dizzy, I am.. Can not make head or tails
Of my heartache..Thoughts..Or even my fears.
So I ask you tonight.. Yes I know it's been awhile
No excuse do I have..No lies shall I bring forth
Just to ask of you this.. For I have no other recourse
I need to feel..To remember the hurts.
In order to heel.. It's backwards I must follow towards.
Through the cob-webs of my mind
Dusty and oh so unkind
Yet I must face those demons
For all of a different kind.
In memories do they lay
In wait for my true self to pay a call
They wait with a smirk
For fear them, they recall.
So God can you help me?
I ask on bended knee
Eyes closed.. For scene of past
Keep coming forth so ever quickly, it seems.
Tears fall ever so gently
On the bed as I lay my head
I hear crying sound out and listen
Then realize they are coming from within my head.
Cob-webs..Deceit. Pain..Hate..
All bottled deep within
Time to face the music
And let the good Lord in.
Hello Lord, it's me
Once again I am here
Down on my knees
Head bent, tears softly falling.
Can you see?
Can you hear?
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