Forced Goodbyes

This is about me moving and losing everything I had including my "family".

I wish I didn't have to leave 

Not like this 

I have a family, one that makes me feel loved not worthless 

Now I am leaving everyone I care about 

My own created family that was my friends and teachers

All gone now 

The only way to talk is email, text, or call 

All the plans we made, my leadership of groups 

I guess are no longer happening 

No more playing soccer and softball together

No more laughing at each other during class 

No more group projects together

No more shoulders I knew I could lean on for every panic attack 

No more teachers that made me feel like I had a family

No more parent type figures from my teachers 

No more spending the night at my best friends house which turned into a week 

No more inside jokes, all are gone, just like me

Yes, I will make friends and be involved in school 

But, it will never be the same 

I felt like I mattered, was loved, and finally belonged somewhere 

I have lost all this and my family all because of a forced goodbye