You and I

I first saw you with the goggles

You were no one to me

We first spoke in the cafeteria

You were still a stranger to me

You demanded my attention by talking nonsense

You became one of my friends

We two had good time all the time we met

You were still one among my good friends

Time passed,air around me was filled with you

First time i felt what love is

We exchanged each others heart

You became mine and so was i

Looking into your eyes

I saw our future together

Days passed i lost myself

Still happy that i saw me in you

Couples fight,we did our part

You thought its not right

I knew there will come a day to say good bye

But that was supposed to be in your arms in cold bed

I wanted a lifetime to live with you

I assume you thought we already had

That was the day i died

Where you could not even look at me to say,its over.

I dint know how many times i die

Just picturing how you ended it

Family was surrounded by me 

You left me with them

You think you did the best

Except for one thing that i lived thinking you as my family.

I can never give up on anything i love

I tried at every possible levels,all i vein

The heart which should understand my pain

Was content to let me be in that state.

Never i can come out of this

It pains and also its you who make me live

I love you and nothing much i have to do

Living with these memories is all i have

If there is one thing i can ask for

I never want to know anything about you

I prefer to live in my own world

Where you are always mine

Sometimes i smile,sometimes i cry

Most of the times i wonder if its real