Days Renewed

I am feeling like I made a bunch of mistakes. I don't accept gifts from people very good, and always been the loner type. I had a taist of what it would be like to be with someone. At least I let my mind wonder in wrong directions knowing that what I w

 

I am trying to renewal my life

Trying to forget my pain

To begin the process

I must die inside

I am losing site of my goals and dreams

Losing the best part of me

The only part I liked

I must revive my mind

I am out of touch with everything

I am broken and abused

My instinct is all that drives me

And my heart always feels pain

I know no other sensation

I know no other lie

I don’t even know this world

In the eyes of some

It’s time for a renewal of self-being

It is time to act

Never should I stop again

Never should I feel again

This time, I’m in control

Primordial driven beast of instinct

Wounded and ashamed

I can’t believe I would feel for someone

Sore and feeling alone

I knew I could not do this right

I knew I could not be human

Twisting from the inside

Crying from the inside

With my final renewal

Only one goal still stays in mind

I want to see people happy

I want to see them at a distance

Reviews

[Berserker[Diktator Von ..]

Wow..this sounds so true to my life as well..thats why i loved this piece...great job!...=)

[Pandy7197]

Feeling is a beautiful thing, don't close yourself off completely! this is a wonderful poem though