Chapter (103) NIGHT THOUGHTS

Chapter (103) NIGHT THOUGHTS

A Chapter by MAD ENGLISHMAN


Into the dark void of night

I close my eyes and see the blackness that lies there.

Is this what awaits us after death.

Thoughts of my mortality, I’m not young anymore

my future will be brief.

I still feel the grief of my own fathers passing.

I see him sitting in his chair watching the horse’s race,

I see the smile on his face when he picks a winner.

I see him working in his shed turning bits of wood into art.

A wheelbarrow, a wishing well, a gypsy cart.

All made with love and caring, sharing his skill and time

To bring some happiness to others.

I’m a grandfather now, but how can I be all that I want to be?

Can I be as good as my father?

If, as children growing, we understood how brief a life will be

Would we still play foolish games?

Sleep eludes me again as I lay in the dark

listening to the cleansing rain and I try to reconcile my life.




© 2018 MAD ENGLISHMAN


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Wow, those are heavy thoughts. I lay awake at night too and in my own way I can relate. Why should feel so much in a life that is so ephemeral. I don't know. This was very touching.

Posted 5 Years Ago


MAD ENGLISHMAN

5 Years Ago

Thank you Nila. I've not been writing much lately and I have time to think about my mortality.
Nila M.

5 Years Ago

Why do you think you haven't been writing much?
MAD ENGLISHMAN

5 Years Ago

Not sure. I read what others are doing and I just can't find the spark anymore.
i guess age and reality starts to set in with age,,lol, i can relate

Posted 6 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

MAD ENGLISHMAN

6 Years Ago

It suddenly comes home that no-one lives forever.
 wordman

6 Years Ago

crosses my mind every now and then
Nostalgia seems to trouble a human being at every stage in one's life.
When we are young we look back at our childhood.
When we are old we look back at our youth and childhood too.
I liked this poem, it was true and reflects honesty. You have very well described the thoughts that makes you sleepless, thank you very much for sharing this.


Posted 6 Years Ago


MAD ENGLISHMAN

6 Years Ago

Thank you for your kind words. I'm so pleased you liked it.
Najam Us Saher

6 Years Ago

It was my pleasure reading this.

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MAD ENGLISHMAN
MAD ENGLISHMAN

Great Ponton, Lincolnshire, United Kingdom



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Heading for my 72nd birthday in April. I've enjoyed an eventful life. With the help of 2 wives I've managed to raise 3 children. Proud of my kids. I embrace all cultures but ultimately I'm proud to be.. more..

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