Argue Blood

A poem about feelings, and their neglected inferiority.

Consumed by Oxygen
I live for it
Not in need
Yet I consume
Never enough
Still I consume
Eat it through my eyes
Digest it in my brains
With force of waterfalls
It runs through my veins
A burning sensation
To which I'm enslaved
That's all it is
Some chemistry in my blood
Nothing more nothing less
I'm devoured by atoms
Cannot escape
Tried, failed
Now, I never want to stop
Never want to forsake
This heaven of flames
Where the feeling stakes
Let this burning sensation burst
Let it put out my self-ignited thirst
Not wanting
Not able to resist
I kill for the seeds
Senselessly bleed
Let them take root
Inside my soul
And secrete me a refuge
From hurt and the filthy all
Let me not now sadness
That goddamn huntress
Let me be happy

Again it is gone
But I want it
Nothing shall stand in my way
I sacrifice decay
I'll waste the sands of time
Digging for the seeds
I'll waste my flesh
Evil I'll breed
I'll waste my sanity
This is humanity
As I must have
The sensation once again
Life is life
Only by chemistry
I give my life
To chemistry
React inside me
Subdue me
I'll be your slave
My powerful gods of smiles
Your bliss I crave
Bless me honor's exile
I'll worship by murder of my days and their trust
To earn satisfaction of vicious lust
I'll find my way to your heavens of pleasure
Today tomorrow and ever
I'll f**k and eat and sleep and take
Never an urge to wake
I'll grow and breathe and think and see
Denounce truths that dare deny me
I'll laugh and rape and burn and drink
Through everyone and everything
Never stop
Never stop
Never stop
Rise up
Rise up
High
So high
This is life
This is everything
Again I'll do
The dance for you
My gods of smiles
Bless me smiles
Of electrons to nerves
And hormones to veins
Control me
Save me from this hell of agony
Steal me from the devil Misery

We are nothing
Nothing more
Than mere chemistry
Honestly
Are you so blind to see
But blind purposely
The reason you are here
Standing in line
The reason you live to hear
These thoughts of mine
Nothing more than the gore
Of worthless chemistry
Think about it your majesty
60 seconds 60 years
It is your laughs, your precious tears
I know my words will make smiles fade
And let loose hell as your gods fail
So here's your chance
To walk away
Throw me out of existence, deny me stay
Ironic
Deny your truth as you may
But it is what it is
Call it soul call it pure
Call it right call it you
But it is nothing more
Nothing less nothing for
You to wonder
It is thunder
Flames and soil
It is human
You are simple
You are worms
Never more

Author's Note

I hope this alters your perspective of yourself and things around you, at least to a certain point.