Is the world insane? Or am I? (Incomplete)

A question I'm sure alot of you ask yourselves.

I know the world is grey. And to me it all seems monotone, except for me. That is one selfish habbit humans can never break is the inability to see everyone just as indepth as we see ourselves. And when you get to know someone indepth you either come to despise them or love them. But seeing this world's evils and missteps makes me ask if I'm the insane one. The world seems so mad for no reason. In short, I think the world is bad off if a skitz asks if they are really the sane one.

Often I think to myself "Maybe everyone has these thoughts, these voices and memories. But insane people are just more honest and open: maybe insane people's only mental deficiency is honesty. It sort of feels like that sometimes. I don't feel "insane", I actually feel at relative peace now, relative to when my mind was much worse. I can enjoy the world and enjoy emotions and open up again, it sounds so simple so why do so many people struggle.

Author's Note

I can't bring myself to keep going with the second half or share that yet so I'll edit this later when I'm ready.

Reviews

[Karen Redburn]

Hello, I'm new here so forgive me if I break protocol or say anything inappropriate. I'll keep this one short and sweet. I was hooked by this chapter and am now going back to read previous chapters. You have an excellent way of describing the chaotic goings on of the mind in a simple way.

[Mac. S]

I'm glad to hear you took an interest. Thank you for your kind words and taking the time to comment.