Realization

A short feeling...

I truly feel bad for what happened between us

and 

i indeed feel bad for what i did to you.

But,

then i ponder....!!!

if you ever felt what wrong you did to me??

if  you ever realized your mistake?? 

So ....

why should i, be the only one 

to apologize???

Even though my heart says 

i cannot let myself get hurt again.