Maybe it's how I learned the English language but, If I didn't know any better our school has taught us much but, not the things we need. Like how to do your taxes, Survive out in the world. Spiritualism, how to survive in the woods. How to use our intuition. Yet when we talk about our past it seems that it looks like it's being said in the present tense to only cause what ever is said to have it repeat itself again recreating it somehow through quantum physics in the near Future? It's what I've noticed from paying more attention and being more mindful of my words as it seems that there might be a spell going on to a path of my choosing. Just a matter of how mindful I am and what I need and what I thank my GOD As long as I give a good reason that is honest and not out of my Ego. I think we can have what we truly need. Just need to ask , thank, feel,be grateful about it. Also know what it feels like as it's a nothing energy to get back nothing as you get that 10 fold if it's on yourself. 3 fold on others and still it would be nothing. If there's some intention then that it intention gets projected. MD Harry Oldfield has shown this on his New Energy Vision Software Revealed. Quite interesting to see to say the least.