BoyA Poem by BlueblackA boy's story, simple and not so sweet.
When I was young,
my father told me how it was, jabbing with the square blunts of his fingers, clenching the metal angle of his jaw. I learned the language of bruises, the semantics of power-- of standing toe to toe, taking blows for blows, exchanging eyes for eyes and teeth for mouths. He taught me how to bring a razor to my face, to keep my hair cut; how to slit the lawn below my ankles and love a woman for her legs; how to grip hands snakelike and hold stares like drags from cigars-- steady, long. Before I was eighteen I was all control, hooking my thumbs in the loops of my jeans and letting my shoulders roll when I was uneasy. "And guns are used for animals," he said one day, "especially the f*****s-" pressing his eyes against mine. And I slipped the crooks of my fingers into their blue little strips, spine stiff- thinking of the pinewood smell of a man's hair, the tilt of his lips, thinking of the liquid ripple of muscle in the sun, the way his sweat was enough to make me swallow, and swallow again and turn my eyes away. © 2010 BlueblackAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorBlueblackD-block, CTAboutI try to spear words with my fingers & sometimes, just sometimes, it works. They're impaled, just perfectly, wriggling my meaning like a thousand tongues but other times they slip out.. more..Writing
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