Not ready

I'm on my way that's what I was said as I walked out the the door.  

This party was going to be alright that's all I know.

I turned on the radio as I drove pass the park.

Then I start to notice that it was getting dark.

Wow this ride is pretty far is what I said in my head

But I didn't mind because I wasn't going to stay long it was almost time for bed.

Out of now where I couldn't see the road nothing but a bright light.

Dag I should've turn around I knew this was going to be a long night.

So I stopped my car because I could no longer see ahead.

then this nice man helped me out my car instead.

Where are you taking me is what I asked over and over again.

Then he turned around and said relax my friend.

As we walked through the light a women said welcome and open the gate.

I said no hold on this isn't what I anticipate.

Everyone around me was dressed in all white and I saw people that I hadn't seen in awhile.

They were all happy beautiful with a smile.

That's when it hit me Oh Lord please I'm not ready please let me go.

This isn't where I was suppose to go oh no.

Then next thing I knew I blacked out then I heard clear everybody out.

I prayed harder and hoped that he could hear me clear as I prayed louder.

Next thing you know I woke up in a room fulled with flowers.

Where am I is what I asked the lady who looked like a nurse and she said. baby you had a accident 3 months ago we lost you your were dead.

We bought you back is what the nurse explained.

Speeding in a car isn't a game.

I looked at the nurse matter fact I begin to stare and she asked what's wrong I said I was up there.. I can remember I said it wasn't a dream the nurse said baby lay back down it isn't what it seem.

Now 4 months after the accident I still can't believe what happen to me that night yes it was pretty scary.

But I want to think God for giving me anything chance he knew I wasn't ready.. 

 

Author's Note

Just writing not an actual event. Thank you