Chapter 1- RunningA Chapter by LylaCrystal Guilty
without a sentence. Chased like a criminal despite being innocent. Hunted down
for the sake a twisted ambition. I
run. I run. I run. I run. I almost never stop. From sunrise until sunset, all I
know is running and ragged breaths. Feet full of blisters, blood dried on my
head and shabby clothes. Sometimes I forget how food tastes like. My burning
neck warns me when I’m thirsty, I don’t have time to think on my own. I have to
run. From what, I have no idea, but I know I have to keep running. Everything
is a blur. Everything moves too fast. I never get the chance to take in my
surroundings. All I can do is use my instincts to choose directions. I can’t be
caught. I mustn’t be caught. It’s
not my fault. I don’t know whose is, but I’m not sure if blaming someone is
what I’m supposed to do. Even if I could do it, who would I accuse? The thick
air metamorphoses into a hand which strangles me. The wind whips my eyes. The
ground bites my feet. Even time seems intimidated by my speed. I never asked
for this. Life never asks anyone. I have to keep running. I want to pause for a
moment. To take in the fresh breezes, to tend to my aching body, to have my
tongue and nose blessed by the sweet aromas and fragrances of food in peace, to
delight my eyes with the divinely painted sceneries that were bestowed upon us
from the beginning of the world. I
continue my way. I think I had calm days, but I can’t seem to remember them.
Now it’s dark outside. I look back for a split second. Nobody is following me,
but I soon feel the cold earth sullying my clothes and face. I tripped, what a
fool I am. At least I’m safe… I think. I don’t know. I don’t know many things.
I gasp, filling my lungs with so much needed oxygen. I dart my gaze towards the
almighty sky, now a canvas pierced with starry needles. Among them, the moon. Now
I remember! I
grip my chest… Thank God, it’s still here! I take out what’s most precious to
me. A necklace, its pendant protecting my treasure, my proof that tranquil days
have once existed in my life. I twirl the shiny material between my fingers
with utmost tenderness. A few years have passed since then, yet this tiny
object never lost its soul. Its tender twinkle winks at me. I smile like a
child who found his beloved toy after an excruciating seeking. I put it on my
tired heart, reliving the life I seem to have lost. I long for it. I want it
back. I
take a look at the frail moonbeam in my hand. It’s my tiny shiny sword in this
sea of darkness. I inhale deeply. Finally, sweet air. I’m content. How much
times has passed since I fell? A few minutes probably. I seem to be a master at
stopping the flow of time. I bring my treasure close to my lips and kiss it. In
my mind, along with it, I kiss the hand that once gifted me with it. I observe the
object once more before falling in a deep slumber. I must have energy, for
tomorrow I resume my running. I close my moonbeam back in the pendant and hide
it again under my blouse. My gem is safe again, as it should be. My
dear, tiny piece of tinfoil. © 2020 LylaCrystalAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on November 22, 2019 Last Updated on April 2, 2020 AuthorLylaCrystalAboutI'm just a normal person. People usually consider me weird because I'm just trying to be myself. I love playing piano and guitar, dancing, acting and of course writing. Art is an essential part of my .. more..Writing
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