Always fighting demons

Troubled mind

I'm forever fighting demons deep inside,
They forever plague my mind.
I feel like I'm haunted by spirits,
It sometimes pushes me to my limits.

Some days I stray to the path of insanity,
And I fight to return to a normal reality.
You can only see the pain in my eyes,
To ask me if I'm okay you'll only get back lies

My body feels like the energy has been drained,
Because even inside my soul is tear stained,
Looking underneath you would see the wear,
My sanity is starting to go beyond repair.

I long to live free and live in normality,
But the best I can do is hide in a made up fantasy.
I most look forward to my sleep,
And hope inside there the bad thoughts don't seep.