I Bought a Beach House on the Sun

I don't choose to live in constant light
I HAVE to
And I HAVE to
Because I see in black and white
Which leads to a lot of confusion
A lack of depth perception
And a really bad taste in fashion

It would be super cool
To let myself go
And get lost in the night
To make my way around by touch and smell

I want to see feel my way
Around the canvasses
That make up this broke down city
And grow a lust for the lifestyle
I find everyone else living around me

But I'm way to scared
Of making a failure out to be a success
And the thought of living my life out
In a two-bedroom apartment
Makes me want to leap
From its imaginary window
And I'll wander myself into
A potential overdose

So I DON'T get lost in the night
I'm in the sun as I have always been
Still shallow
Still wrong
And still viewing the world in black and white
I'm self-destructive in an insidious fashion
A false sense of accomplishment
And on my way to marry rich