Bleeding Out Loud

Bleeding Out Loud

A Poem by Luuucy
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Based off a dream--with a hidden meaning I am still trying to fully understand

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I came up from underground

A painful surge though my body

Struck by lightning

I look down, knowing,

At my blood soaked clothes

Drifting out of consciousness…

 

I jolt back

Mom suspended, expectantly

Almost dead, pain searing

Crying, straining-- I feel I am screaming

But she doesn’t see in my plain sight

"I’m bleeding out!"

“Look! You’re not bleeding!”

How does she not see?

I can’t bring myself to look down

At all that blood again.

 

Until I do.

There is no blood.

This must be some trick of the mind

Some twisted altered reality

Because if I’m not bleeding

How do I explain the pain I’m feeling?

 

She’s walking away.

How do I make her see?

A barrier obstructs me

As blood pools deep beneath me

What will make her see

That I am bleeding?

© 2016 Luuucy


Author's Note

Luuucy
I'm struggling with making the ending better...

Take a stab at the meaning behind it

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beautiful :)
sounds painful, like you were struggling

Posted 8 Years Ago


Luuucy

8 Years Ago

thank you! I imagine a struggle to make your voice heard when you don't know how to speak
I think the end is good, just maybe less wordy? More dramatic? How do I make her see the barrier obstructing me? the pool of blood beneath me? As to the meaning, something you need a loved one to see but they cannot -- a secret, an emotion? Very good narrative poem.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Luuucy

8 Years Ago

What do you think of this for the last line?
She’s walking away.
How do I make her s.. read more
Lyn Anderson

8 Years Ago

Much clearer, more succinct. Sorry, I was out, but hadn't logged out.
Luuucy

8 Years Ago

thank you!
it seems that the speaker/poetess is feeling a pain that is invisible to others, a blood shed that has no blood...she cannot explain her pain to anyone, no one is there to understand her pain.... the words and way it has been presented is so good to read... as it opens with blood drops and horrifying thoughts it keeps the reader interested.... a very fine write...

Posted 8 Years Ago


Inject Positivity

8 Years Ago

well i do believe that you were a poet even if you didn't write much last couple of years but your s.. read more
Luuucy

8 Years Ago

Thank you again! I'm pleased that it touched you
Inject Positivity

8 Years Ago

well it was deeply connected with my whole life.... you are welcome....
This reads more like a story than a poem. I see someone waking from a bad dream with lots of blood, the mom standing over, helping her/him awaken & reassuring there's no blood. (Could be more consistent in the use of quotation marks for dialogue). The "underlying" message seems clear to me -- we are all hurting in ways that are invisible to others. Sometimes only in our dreams do we "see" or "feel" or "admit to" this pain. Awakening is that moment when we struggle to separate our dream life from reality, with some of our inner dream life spilling over into real life, in this little vignette. The mom could be symbolic of the "self" that oversees this journey between the two worlds, the "psyche police" that keeps the pain on the dark side & the smiles on the light side of the dividing line.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Luuucy

8 Years Ago

Thank you for your review! I will definitely consider your suggestions. You understood it well. Whe.. read more
barleygirl

8 Years Ago

I've heard it said that every entity in a dream is some version of yourself. I wasn't so much critiq.. read more
Luuucy

8 Years Ago

Oh, don't worry! I was in no way bothered by your comment, I like to see how it speaks in another's .. read more
I liked the ending. You left the reader in proper place. I like poetry that leave the reader with questions and possibilities. This poem did. Dreams aim us at real life problems. Sometime when we bleed and feel alone. We cannot find help and need the support. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

Posted 8 Years Ago


Coyote Poetry

8 Years Ago

I like to define bleeding as honest emotions dripping from mind and heart. You are welcome.
Luuucy

8 Years Ago

yeah, that's how i saw it too
Coyote Poetry

8 Years Ago

I have used the word "Bleeding" often. A good words with many ways to be defined.
This is very detailed, I like your writing style.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Luuucy

8 Years Ago

Thank you!!
Akashi

8 Years Ago

You're welcome :)

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