As long as

As long as

A Poem by LuthienThalia

I didn’t want it to heal.

I didn’t want the pain to leave.

I didn’t want it to get better.

I wanted to feel the hurt, the anguish, the razor-sharp beating that accompanied my heart.

I thought that if it stopped hurting that the love would fade.

I didn’t want to hear that there’s something better out there.

I didn't want it if it is, I don’t need it.

All I needed was you.

As long as I had you,

I could deal with my family,

I could cope with the stress,

I could go through with my education.

As long as I had you,

Life wasn’t so bad,

Looking myself in the mirror was doable,

Living was worth it.

As long as I had you,

I could do all these things and more.

I had you,

But the powers that be couldn't leave that alone.


And now,

I don’t have you.

© 2012 LuthienThalia


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LuthienThalia
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I like to write to express my feelings and just generally get thoughts out of my head. I've many stories that I've started, but none that I've ever finished. Hopefully this will give me a comprehensiv.. more..

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