Fragile : introduction

Humans, the scariest species on planet Earth that I know. They're cruel, manipulative, evil and terrifyingly fake.

I may be a hypocrite, since I'm also human. But....I'm definitely not like them, I actually care about others. I'm not incredibly selfish...and yes, I know not everyone is like this. I've met others who I can tolerate.

But this does not change the fact that there are many, many disgusting people out there.

When I go to school, I feel like I'm suffocating and when I enter the classroom I shake uncontrollably. Because I can hear them, whispering their plans and lying about others, I can see them treating others unfairly, eyeing them up. I can see them...looking at me, staring at me..it's scary.. terrifying even.

It's not just at school though, it's all the time. Even if I'm just going out with family for a meal, I can't order my own food because I'm too scared. When I try to talk to people, I end up stuttering or going silent, I'm really not good with communicating because of my fear.

It's really quite sad, thinking back to when I was a happy, bubbly girl who loved to talk. Now...I'm just an outer shell of myself, basically.

My name is Kayla and I'm 16 years old, in the past I was quite popular and I had many friends who loved my hyper personality. However, I was naive back then, believing that my friends would always be there for me.

And look where it got me, alone and depressed. I guess I was just unlucky, very unlucky.

Now, instead of confusing you even more than I already am, let's start the story of how I became like this, how I developed Anthropophobia - a fear of humans and how I became Fragile.