Heal

Heal.

A time to heal.

Heal?

The word is foreign to… almost alien. …remember one time when …was working at a crystal shop, a person who practices magik with a “k” told… that… light path was a healer, how ironic… supposed to…the healer, and yet… the one who needs healing…didn’t want to believe it at first, please…supposed to be the hero who saves people… have been subconsciously doing that… whole life…naturally gravitate towards people who need healing, who need the help, yes…gravitate towards the f*****g help…heal and heal and heal and what…have been neglecting is... That’s terrible, why would…do this to..? Why do… constantly put the needs of other people in front of... Do…truly hate… this much? What have…done.. Oh sweetheart don’t you know? The prettiest people lead the most miserable lives…have tried so hard to… good, to …okay, to… happy. Why isn’t anything working? Let me reach out;

“ You will get through this girl, no worries!”

“You are beautiful just the way you are babe.”

“Did you have a bad day?? We all get those it’s fine!”

What great words of encouragement, thank you all….yet still. Why…angry and sad all the time? Well no matter, nothing…can’t handle right?? …

What is the end to this tale? Where do we go from here? … Don’t think…have ever been so lost before in…life… Think the reason being …an empath. Do you know what an empath is? Empath; a person with a paranormal ability to apprehend the emotional or mental state of another individual. Since…the healer is basically an emotion vacuum, somewhere along the way she keeps forgetting to empty out all the garbage she has collected from others. Now she is lost in all that emotional garbage. That may be part of the reason, because…an empath. But could the other reason be that…in an environment where…feel trapped? …Was just talking about that this morning with the ***…never want to…home anymore because home doesn’t feel so great, it’s all a visage of the typical family life but no one really knows all the s**t that’s going inside the home. Heal. The universe and the angels have been telling me…just haven’t bothered to look, well the issue is that it’s not like…haven’t bothered to look, it’s more like… The healer doesn’t know how to heal. It could be so simple for everyone else. Everyone seems like they could just put a band-aid on it and they will be okay…Different,… have to go more in depth of…healing journey because…never bothered HOW to heal.

0000; the situation has come full circle

5555; with patience, harmony and balance, what you want will be manifested

444-4444; hard work will soon pay off

Those were…numbers that…saw today. Right before…went to discuss with the ***. The *** told…that she was glad…came and that it was a time for…to heal.

Heal

A time to heal

Heal?

The angels are talking, the universe is speaking…must listen even though it seems surreal. I guess… time has come to …