Meteor GrotesqueA Poem by Sanctuary DementiaWhispers of torture; “Focus on your schoolwork” mantras Telling the tale and leading the life one essay to another “Two essays walked into a bar..” That had to of hurt So much commentary for how to live a life Yet people see what they want to see; never whats deeper A college girl, credit hours at max, computer her life Different clothing style, proclaimed wrong once again Odd in appearance, her back like the hunchback! Though she walks ramrod straight no tell of the scoliosis Twisted S-shape spine, prodding into flesh None see the pain it sometimes takes merely to stretch Scars dot the figures body, not quite visible now, yet prodding Eyes only see the visible, and dismiss them just as quick- an accident People laugh, shes the same as always too quite; or far too loud Yet the loud mask she wears tumbles behind closed doors “Real time friends” she’s told “should be important, not the invisible.” But yet don’t they see, most of these people in life, don’t even care? Sure they laugh and smile, and by chance stay just a little while But they go home, ignore the girl earlier they called a friend Yet she doesn’t really care, her online world shes known as a fighter So strong, she bluntly screams her song, yet shes curled in a corner Nobody knows, nobody sees, the girl her online does, hurt yet mighty For truth of the matter, when days are done; silence does win Sometimes her throats too tired to scream, muscles wont respond So she twiddles her thumbs and politely smiles, till her back is numb She wont ever tell of the razor in her pocket, unused for months Nor of the pain in her back, reminding her with every grimace The scars are all accident, or so the story goes anyway Polite smile to brighten your day, though she’s clad in black Kohl rimmed eyes looking for the moon in the sun Hugs so simple, don’t you feel how she wishes you wont let go? But no, shes the one forgotten in timeless lands, a prehistoric monument Of a woman so strong, yet they don’t see shes dying So she smiles it all away, pretends nothing is ever wrong And you’ll keep reading not seeing a girl whose not quite so strong Because you see, shes imperfection bound, her body and soul; grotesque monstrosity © 2011 Sanctuary Dementia |
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1 Review Added on April 7, 2011 Last Updated on April 7, 2011 AuthorSanctuary DementiaNMAboutMisery is one of my nicknames, it at one point all that I was for both myself, as well as for those around me. I was vile, I was cruel, and I do stil retain the ability to be as such, but Ive learned .. more..Writing
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