Tonight i will cry...

Tonight i'll cry 

maybe even get lost and drunk 

it will be the last time 

i promise. 

 

Tomorrow i will drag myself from my bed 

when i look in the mirror ill probably get scared

red lips

swollen eyes

messed up make up

I'll shower and wash the pain away.

 

I will get my hair done 

maybe a manicure to

go to every shop buy everything i want. 

 

Next month i'll move cities

fly out 

a hot country 

with a beach 

i'll get tanned 

i'll grow my hair out. 

 

Next year i will be over you.

i will find someone else 

i'll kiss him 

i'll dance with him 

and i will love him. 

 

Tonight i will cry again 

maybe i'll forget everything

i promise this will be the last i love.

Author's Note

I'll keep falling in love and i will get hurt.
and i will cry every time. And every time will be my last.

Reviews

[Lydia Shutter]

The heart wants what the heart wants and no matter how many times we have a pity party complete with a new outfit and diva day, we will do it all again. Wonderfully honest write. I enjoyed it. Lydi**

[La Luna]

Thank you Lydi. And your right i guess us females are unique.