They told me to write about you
I couldn't.
All that came to my mind was
Pain, abandonment, b*****d...
My pen won't move
It won't let me write
It moves on its own and the only
thing it writes is your name
It writes a word and scribbles it over and over again, until the words overlap each other.
It wrote a memory once
It practically drew us
We screamed, I hit you
You threw me the keys
And told me to drive as fast as I can
if I loved you enough
I would drive into the sea
And drown.
You said you won't save me.
I remember crying over you and I don’t mean a couple of tears and I’m blue. I’m talking about collapsing and screaming at the moon.