When

When did you cut your hair? It used to be so long. Long and tied back. In the best shade of blonde. And when did you get so beautiful? I remembered you as beautiful then, but now it just seems like too much. Tragically beautiful. That's what I missed out on. Why were you walking past my street? I see you there sometimes. Were you hoping to see me? Was I hoping to see you? I got scared and my pulse quickened, and my steps became so fast. And really in that moment, I remembered everything that had passed. I wonder if you still have that scrunchie that I made you. I still have your drawings, it's hanging on my wall, too. It makes me think of you. And were you my soulmate? I know it's heavy. Do you believe in soulmates? I bet that you would. I think I believe in soulmates. Was it you? Anyways, you look better now. Maybe it's just me. Maybe it's these rose coloured glasses that I am seemingly wearing. But I remember how we spoke. You were kind and even tempered. The only time you got mad at me, was when I deserved it. It was well deserved. Why am I so hung up? Why can't I seem to move past this? Am I becoming depressed again? I bet you'd know the answer.