I'm Told Many Things.

Sometimes you know you know the truth but still you don't want to hear it.

I have been told many things by many people.

I have been told that I am being used to a horrible fault.
I dismiss this and move on.

I kept walking forward as long as I saw hope as long as I saw a light somewhere in the dark I knew I could keep walking forward.

Only looking back to check my steps but as I walk I continue to hear horrible things.

This time I'm not sure if I can keep walking.
 
What i have heard has fueled the doubts in my mind.

I can still see the light of hope but I'm not sure anymore if it is real I'm not sure if I should trust in something so fragile, in someone so unsure.

The possibility. It hits me in the face, It hits me in the heart.
I'm too hurt by the possibility of there never being any hope I'm too confused to think straight.

I don't have control of my emotions they simply run wild clawing and screaming as they eat away at my mind.

Author's Note

Mind Ramble