Pathetic Little us

A poem for those that have reached the brink with plenty of problems in between. Simply pathetic...yet there is still love.

Oh when did the days turn so sad?

When did we get so bad?

Where did I go so wrong?

Did you know this all along?

Can you hear our depressing song?

How is the day getting so long?

Why is the sky always filled with darkness?

Our sweet love is just bitterness.

I wish I knew how to help you,

I wish you wanted to save me too.

I wish you worried about me,

I wish you help me out of the sea.

Don't leave me to die,

I don't want to say goodbye.

Don't tell me a lie,

Please for us just try.

Please open your heart back up,

The real you is a lost pup.

Only coming out the box to be loved,

But hiding yourself to me to be shoved.

You know what my heart is wanting,

But the way you act is haunting.

What the heck is your heart is desiring?

Why are you still calmly breathing?

I am so mad,

But can't help but be sad.

You're still smiling,

While I'm crying.

You say you care,

But I don't see where.

We barely speak,

Our friendship is so weak.

Were stuck on a losing streak,

Or is that just ME all week.

You know what?

I'll let life win.

No need for you to say but,

I'm already beaten.

You can live your wonderful life,

I'll forget about my ideal wife.

But it's so hard,

I always draw the wrong card.

So goodbye...,

I cant help but sigh.

Am I the only one with despair?

Am I the only one who still cares?

Am I the only one who feels this is unfair?

Am I the only one who still dares...,

To believe in us?