My LieA Poem by Lucifer Jonesold ramblings...I lied to myself... When I believed... When I dreamed. Remembering everything... Seeing you through purple tinted sunglasses, looking at you in shades of intoxicating, confusing color. the promises held nothing. Empty words... All I ever heard. Not meant to be. Paper hearts and paper tigers, they're all the same in the world you paint, talking from both faces. hold me, release me from your grasp. away the colors of shame that you gave to me. I sit, baffled, at how it came to this. From where it all began... to this... The way I used to be. I've never been weak, I've never been cowered. I hope someday you can see what you took from me. so I can see again, so I can breathe again... so I can live again. I'm not sure what I want anymore, but I know it's not this. slumber. A visionless break from the reverie... from this mistake I'm in. Who knows where I'll wake? Maybe in the end just solitary moments. A deep sleep of content... but I'm here... again and always. soft, delicate, ruthless hands. No answer... what did I truly expect? Again I wonder... How did it come to this? Never meant to be. How did it come to this again and aagin... just a question, simple enough. But it really doesnt matter. I forgive you all the same. For what you took from me... I wish you would bring it back, look into my eyes, whisper softly... I love you... again and always... help me anyway. I dreamed, I believed... I lied to myself.
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1 Review Added on May 8, 2008 AuthorLucifer JonesILAboutFounder of "The Deviant Coalition" I write the way I speak... Scary, huh? I present my mindless ramblings as I have done in many other forums for years. I don't call it poetry, but that seems to be .. more..Writing
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